Updates

  Okay so i had to create a new blog, i couldnt do anything with my old one so this is my new one! Things have been great with me over the past couple of weeks. My wonderful mother threw me a surpise party!!! My first one ever and of course i had no clue what was going on and she was planning it like a month before Jack was born! Talk about sneaky!!! haha but it was great i loved it and i think i finally saw all the support and love i have around me. Sure i saw it when Jack was born cause like everyone i knew came to see me, but like everything else when i was in the hospital nothing seemed real if that makes any sense.

  I think i was still in that schock. I dont know really everything was really new to me then, actually having a Baby Boy was a lot to take in. But anyway the party was great and i really didnt expect anyone to get me anything! That was so great! I got so many amazing gifts and i love every single one i got. I got lots of money which allowed me to get my Jeans that ive been wanting for a long time along with my boots, Tempted book and a haircut that i really needed (my hair was driving me crazy). I love my haircut, i havent had it this short in a while though im still getting used to it, i took off about 4 inches. I loooove my jeans and boots!!! and everything else i got i love all of you guys who support me and love me! i couldnt have done it without you!

  So updating on the Family, my baby Nate Nate turned 5 on the 26th!!! Hes getting so big!! I cant believe hes 5 already, i want him to go back to being a baby just coming out of my mom. Although i dont think shed like that idea very much or my daddy haha. Anyway were gonna have his party tomorrow! On Halloween!!! Its so awesome! Busy busy day tomorrow though i have Nathans party and then Trick-or-treating with some friends when it gets dark :) Cant wait its going to be lots of fun. Ill post pictures and stuff later on :)

  Jack is going to be Zorro for Halloween! That is going to be soo cute!! I cant wait to get pictures from Clint and Marianne. That is going to be so adorable. I miss him, hes smiling a whole lot more from what Marianne tells me. He is so going to have Blue or Hazel eyes! They are still so blue its beautiful especially because he has dark hair. I love it, I Love him! Yeah it gets hard somtimes because i still have all the motherly intincs and i narutally worry way too much but i always get through it and i always remember he has so much more than he would have if i had kept him with me. I always remember that he is in good hands. And very, very, very much loved, there as well as here. Well i guess thats all for now update you later :)

  ~Bri~