The Family

Just some pictures of the family and friends that i thought id put on here for everyone too see. The first ones of the family playing uno attack on game night, we always have a ton of fun together and so many laughs.

my dad looking at his cards

anthony being silly as always

Nathan smiling for the camera

anthony and nathan yelling at eachother really getting competitive(:

geez anthonys hair was really long then!!!!

me being silly

Kayla looking at her cards

Kayla and daddy

He didnt get the joke lol

These next are ones of the family on our Arizona trip having a good 'ole time(:

My lovely parents arent they so cute???

me and my parents just being our silly selves

Me and my besutiful mommy

me and beautiful kayla before we went to church

One Crazy Day

  So Yesterday i went to the mall with my best friends in the whole world. We were at the mall like most of the day and had a blast. I needed that :). It was so much fun. I bought a new hat, and really cute earrings and a mask! We all got masks and wore them around the mall all day long hahaha. It was so funny, everyone was staring at us and we scared a serurity guard but he was cool about it and just laughed.

  When me schellie, and Frankie are together it usually gets pretty crazy. This time it was the masks lol. Then after i hung out with them i went to the church dance with my sister mom and cousin Jessica. It was really fun, i didnt want to go at first but when i did it was a lot of fun. I danced with a couple of guys but mostly hung out with Jessica and Kayla. We were really hyper and boucing off the walls so it was tons of fun. I cant wait till we hang out again! I had a really great weekend!!! Here are some pics of the crazy fun! :]

Frankie and me

Schellie and me

Schellie and me

Me and schellie

Me and schellie

Snow in Texas!!!! And lots of it!!

  So today we all woke up to a blanket of white fluffy snow! everything looked so beautiful and fantasic! Ive never seeen snow like this in my entire life. I love all the beautiful snow. It was so fun watching the little ones play in the snow and make snow angels and snowmen. It was so fun. Nathan absolutly loved it! Its suppose to be snowing all night but unfortuanlty it was all slushy snow so all that slush is going to freeze over tonight. So the roads will be icy in the morning but we enjoyed all the snow today :] Now we just have to worry about ice tomorrow. Here are some pictures of the fun today :]

Me in the snow

Anthony in the snow

Kayla by a pretty tree

A picture i took of the tree that still had berries on it :]

I like this one of Kayla

Me posin by a tree lol

Cute little Nate Nate

Pretty Kayla

Another tree pic

Its still snowing after we got all of this

Picknik table

Kayla with a big chunk of snow

Snowy tree

Cheese

Kay Kay

Everything looked so beautiful

My babies that i love so much

Family

  Family is the most impertant thing to me. Latley its been really hectic and crazy. The economy is in a downward spiral, its taken a huge toll on all of us. The world is getting worse, everyone knows it. People arent how they used to be. Common courtsey and respect is almost non-existant. Theres only one thing that gets me through the day and thats my family. No were not perfect, we argue and fight, have our disagreements, not always see eye to eye.... but at the end of a long stressful day we always come together and pray for the good of everyone around us. We laugh and be our silly selves. The boys will usually do something totally random and out there to make the day a little brighter. Knowing that Jack is spoiled and the happiest baby ever makes the days a little more stress-free.

  We always need something. More of something weather its money or food, theres always something we are in need of. We may not get it right away or at all. Theres always a reason why we do or dont though. Theres always something that gets us through it. Friends, a husband or wife, your kids, a pet, or family like it is for me :) My family has been trying something new. Every night we have been reading the scriputres and saying family prayer along with exersicing! Getting back into shape will beinfit all of us in the long run and well now for that matter. Its been so fun and hiarious. It has been hard though, you know how hard it is to laugh and run at the same time??? And not like hehe laugh i mean like laugh your hardest till you almost pee while your trying to run at the same time??? haha not that comfortable to your stomach muscles thats for sure!

  Anyway its been really fun at night time. Plus with all the activity its also been helping us fall asleep and stay asleep all night long :) That has helped sooo much! Nathan is so cute all the time (well not all the time, when hes asking a million and one questions it tends to get a little omg shhh) but i love him anyway. Anthony is the jokester like always and he seems to always have some funny smart comment for everything. I love my little men :) Kayla is kayla. Shes been getting better, i always enjoy her hugs and smiles when i get them :) Mommy and daddy have been stressed but dose that stop them from hugging and kissing in front of us to gross us out??? NO!!! yuck! hahaha but honestly id rather them do that in from of us instead of not at all :] They still joke and play around with us, I love my family so much. They mean the world to me and make me appreciate what i have and not complain about what i dont have. Id be nothing without them and i thank them each and everyday :] Love you guys with all my heart!!!

Little Nathan

My daddy being silly

Me and Anthomy just being us dorks :P

My beautiful Mommy

Beautiful Kayla :)

Who am i?

  Waves crash around me. Moolight shines upon me. The breeze blows gently across my face. The water reflects the worry in my face. I no longer see the girl i once knew to be me. The refelects a stranger. How did this stranger come to be me? Where has the real me gone to? Why wont she come back? Some how along the way i have lost what i know to be true. The innocent girl inside me has disaperd and left me entirely. The smell of sea salt is heavy in the air. The crystal clear blue water refelcts the truth. How desperatly i want it to lie and reflect that i once was. The mistakes of the past shines within the stars. The water is cool, the waves are relaxing, gently rocking me back and forth. I plead for forgivness, for acceptance. I plead that maybe one day my relfection will show not a stranger, but a forgiven woman who has finally found her way. A woman strong enough to take on the world, a woman smart enough not to repeat the past mistakes. Waves crash around me. The pink, oragne, and yellow of the sunrise shines upon me. The breeze is gental, and cool upon my face. The beautiful blue water reflects the truth, it reflects a face not of worry, but a soft smile, a face of hope.


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  I got to thinking of the past. Everything that has hppend and i wanted to record how i felt at my lowest. this dosent exactly state how i felt but its close enough and is sugar coated. i know the past is the past and it should stay that way. sometimes i wonder what happend? how did my life get to this? how did i get to this point? who is this person staring back at me in the mirror??? Is it just me? or has anyone else felt like this at one time in there life? i feel like this is the last person i wanted to be. sometimes i wonder how we could go from innocent babies and childeren to being the people we are now. Theres all kinds of people, that do the most horrible things in life but at one point they had innocence and kindness. What happend? Just been think about this kind of stuff. Hopefully ill get the answer one day :)

  -Briana-